

- I am - I am self-fulfilling.- I am - by °euphoria
i push away that which i crave,
certain that what i need
is more than i deserve;
and all the affirmations in the world
cannot color the black and white lens
that all my self-portraits are taken with.
I am two-dimensional.
the depth of me is too frightening
to even touch except during nights when
it threatens to choke me with its intensity,
when it screams to be heard.
and the thought of someone else
swimming in the murkiness of me
makes me shake with fear.
I am beautiful.
but only to those who cannot see
inside the writhing mass behind my eyes
the demons that haunt my nights
and cloud my
What you know you can't explain, but you feel it. You've felt it your entire deviant life, that there's something wrong with the story. You don't know what it is, but it's there, like a splinter in your mind, driving you mad.
You take the blue pill, the story ends. Your browser closes and you believe whatever you want to believe. You take the red pill, you stay in wonderland. And, I show you how deep the rabbit hole goes.
I offer only the truth, nothing more.
Take: The Red Pill
Take: The Blue Pill
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Random Deviant
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instinctal forces at work
~wildliquid~neverserious~ twisted-d
learning to stop thinking, without sleeping
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